it's a lollapaloozaa :P

I, Deana 'Awesome' Baruchel hereby state,

DUDE, I'M FUCKED.

have a little patience ...

"Just have a little patience,

I really want to start over again"

Have you ever had that moment when you really wished you could start your life all over again?

So that you can fix certain things?

Like the mistakes you've made?

The things you wished for?

The insults you've hurled?

The feelings you've hurt?

The friends you've lost?

I do.

riding through the monsoon

another emo post

anyways.

people always tell me to 'forgive and forget' ...

...because apparently it makes your life that much better.

SO, I AM HERE TO SAY

i forgive you assholes who made my life miserable.

i forgive you assholes for calling me t-girl and shit..

i forgive the people who bitch behind my back

i forgive that 'SHUNWAYH BEEACH' (clue :- you wanna have seyxh with me?)

i forgive TGC for making me cry alot in form 3

i forgive her bastard friend who moved to aussie

i forgive jojo for the form 3 moments

i forgive 'excuze muaz' for spreading that shit ass rumour (saying i like him? wtf man, ==)

i forgive the racist bastards i've come upon

i forgive the son of the principal for being such a moron

i forgive.

forgive

for-give.

because in the end, that is the only thing i have to do,

the only thing i can do,

the only thing i will do

but get this in your stupid, messed up little mind.

i will forgive,

but i will never FORGET.

what?

i'm only human, i can't do fucking miracles.

go ask jesus for miracles.

period.