Friday, September 4, 2009

A letter to god.

Dear god,
Sometimes I wonder, why the fuck did u create me?
Is it to torture the whole of mankind?
Or to insult the whole of womankind?
Why am I talentless?
Why do people I trust betray me?
Why am I un-smart?
Why am I emotional?
Why do some of my friends secretly hate me?
Why do people diss me behind my back?
Why do I like 'him'?
Why do I cry alot?
Why does my dad blame me for every single thing?
Why is my mom embarassed of me?
Why do I have a temper?
Why am I a byotch?
Why does my parents favor both my brothers?
Why doesn't he like me?
Why do I say stupid things?
Why did I move to malaysia?
Why do I trust people?
Why can't I tell them?
Why do I keep alot of secrets?
Why don't people praise me?
Why do I hate my dad?
Why am I jealous of her?
Why am I sick?
Why am I never happy?
Why do I care?
Why do people find me weird?
Why don't they laugh at my jokes?
Why don't people reply to my sms-es or answer my calls?


Because of you, I became something I swore I would never become.





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